--- Ramsey <ramsey@nym.alias.net> wrote:
> From Ramsey Mon Sep 13 18:14:28 1999
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> From: Ramsey <ramsey@nym.alias.net>
> To: gsquared100@yahoo.com
> Subject: He is Winning Once More
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> 
> Gail,
> 
> I fear we are nearing the end. As before, everything
> is slowly falling apart. I will refrain from
> expressing my feelings on your last mail. I am a bit
> hurt, but I have been devastated in the past - I
> have already paid the ultimate price. Nothing can
> surpass the torment I have already endured.
> 
> I see you have misconstrued my last message.
> Understand that, I am very frustrated with this
> situation. I am almost as frustrated with myself. I
> am in a very delicate and compromising position. I
> am under advisement of my attorneys not to
> communicate with anyone in the press, or otherwise,
> until the grand jury procedure is over. Though I
> desperately want to tell the world about this man,
> or at least, divulge the information he has relayed
> to me; I am bound to silence. My family has been
> confronted concerning my 
> presence in this arena. They have responded that I
> do not own a 
> computer, therefore, it would be impossible for me
> to relay such 
> messages to anyone. My last contact grew so wary of
> me, 
> especially after I told her, that under direct
> pressure, I might, 
> myself, deny any involvement here. I was and remain
> under great 
> pressure to remain silent. On the one hand, my
> family's safety is 
> at stake. I can go into that issue in greater depth
> if forced. On 
> the other side, my attorneys would blow a gasket if
> they thought 
> I was doing anything like this. After all, it has
> been rumored 
> that, if I was not directly involved in this
> horrible crime, I 
> know someone who was involved. Furthermore, it has
> been rumored 
> that I am covering for him. That kind of rumor could
> incriminate 
> me. My dealings with this man could only serve as
> concrete 
> evidence that I am indeed involved directly with my
> child's 
> killer. I am not covering for him. I am doing
> everything in my 
> power to expose him without having to expose my
> identity. No one 
> can understand that, for some rediculous reason - I
> ask, "Why 
> not?".
> 
> There are very few people left whom I trust. I
> figured Susan 
> would finally make some attempt to indirectly find
> out what I am 
> doing. I will not say whether I have already denied
> my 
> involvement here, with Susan. 
> 
> At this point, I have decided that nothing can be,
> nor should be 
> done about my daughter's mysterious guardian. I have
> immense 
> faith in God. I firmly believe that all things
> happen that are in 
> the will of my Lord. This effort has been a
> catastrophe. There is 
> no way that it has been in God's will that this come
> to pass. The killer has, once more, won. Then again,
> I also believe Satan comes to kill, and steal; like
> a thief in the night - much as he robbed me of the
> most precious gift God has ever given to me.
> 
> Patricia